90210 & Such

I was searching for solitude on the comfort of my bed. With scoops of Ben & Jerry's Strawberry cheesecake, lights passing through the blindes and hot tea with slices of lemon. Not quite a complimentary meal I'm having but it works in a solitary disposition and I highly urge. Anyway, I have been re-watching the infamous Beverly Hills 90210 for we all know that is what life is all about. Was previously watching Candidly Nicole and was loving how Nicole Riche literally took her sister down for 90210 tour bus ride and got her to play the part where Dylan told Branda that he hooked up with Kat. That, for unspecific reason clicked the switch in me on how much I miss chick flicks that are factual and apodictic, so much so that it helped teenagers discover and define what life is all about because that was exactly when I learnt at a tender age- that I should only have sex with someone who belongs to me solely and to make right decisions in life. 

Dylan McKay. Oh My Prada You Guys!! I used to have a huge crush on him that I would throw myself pity parties whenever he hooks up with Brenda. It was and still is amusing how nothing in 90210's EVER cliché. 

On a whole other note, I realized I have never put myself in a place where I am not happy to have to let go of certain people. I can name all the guys I rejected because I literally don't feel them. I have never been the type that would fall in love for no reason or even date someone I don't see myself with.

We accept the kind of love we deserve. We all have a sketch of what would be ideal for us and I guess when it comes to someone whom you feel is "RIGHT" for you, you tend to be a little more emotional and clingy. I never want to be this way.

Focus. I have been trying to keep my life on track. I am always busy with work and I like that. I like how I can handle everything no matter how tedious, overloaded or packed my schedules are and I don't mean to brag about this, I still keep my body fit. My cardio is shopping & I always look fly, if nothing else. 

To end this partially sentimentle entry,

Once a diva, always a diva (;